Is this the end?

Why did i make this new topic? I made it to tell you guys what a few in the clan already know....
With a routine control they found somthing against an nerve near my spine. The doctors are thinking that it is maybe a tumor, they are not sure about it and if it is a tumor they dont know if they can remove it. Last monday they took a semple of it for tests, if i know whats came out of those tests i will let you guys know it to.

The last time i survived it and i will do it again.... at least i hope so

I wish you goodluck!

I'm sorry to hear that, but you surely will be fine! You can't ever doubt that! It's very important for your health! Human body is an amazing thing it does a lot of things automaticly, but if you concentrate positivly for this automaticly events, then it works much more effectivily. So all you have to do that do what doctors said, and think that you'll be healthy again, and concentrate to your spine, and give instructions to your body to kill that thing! You can meditate like this as often as you can, then everything will be fine!

Good luck!

ty time and kell i will do that

I have the test resolds back and they are not good.. the only good thing that they told me is that they can remove the tumor and that he is not stuck against the nerve. The operation will be in the beginning of february (if some1 fails from the waiting list than it will be sooner) i dont wanna think on the risio's that can happen with this operation.
I cant come often online on regnum...

I'm still sure, that you'll be fine Gizz!

If there is somethings wrong or you wanna tell me somethings. Than you can always sms me. Btw you will be fine

i will let you know it than via sms and i realy hope so

i heard tday that the operation can be done sooner than february, the new date is day 4 of January. so New Year's Eve will be boring for me i may not drink or use drugs

well maybe it is better for you if you dont use it

yea thats so but its nice to forget things sometimes

It's better to not use, better for you better for your family better for Time that wants to sms with you whole the time...

I'll miss ya man

and btw: I smell you

Gizz wrote:yea thats so but its nice to forget things sometimes

Well yes i agree. And yes it is realy hard to say around the new year. NO i cant have any beer. But if you dont do it and may the operatie will work sucsesfull than you will be happy And anyway you will make it So take care

kind regards,

Green Angel wrote: better for Time that wants to sms with you whole the time...

he has my number so he can do it
yea its hard to say no i cant have beer but it will only help me at the end and i have a good feeling about the operation so it must be going good

2 days left before the operation will be done...
am i scared? hell yea im scared... that i can die or get paralyzed i know that there ar risks but if i dont try it i shall die within 2 year
i have the number of time and i will send to him how its going after the operation so i hope he will say it to you guys to
a few days ago i heard this song on the radio and start thinking about the past whit you guys and i must say it was fun there are more things i wanna say but i cant say it atm... so thats why this song maybe you will think back to it to

i dont realy know what to say more now, i only know 1 thing to say and that is goodbye

Everything will be just fine Gizz! Hold on!

wauw realy nice song! Ummh can i ask when start ur opertion? And i wish you goodluck!

they will begin around 13:15 till 15:45 and they think im awake again around 16:30

Gizz wrote:they will begin around 13:15 till 15:45 and they think im awake again around 16:30

ok Thnx for the info. And take care for ur self.

regards,

what a beautiful song! I'm already fond of.

Think back to: children throwing with your friends?



YOU WILL NOT SAY GOODBYE, BECAUSE YOU WILL NOT DIE!!!!! puh..
i'm sure, the doctors will 'fix' you!

goodluck! <3

ty for all the kind words, im glad that you like that song (was not easy to choose that song)

hahaha now you say it... yea that day will i never forget and lady i where not children but lilliputians

well when a cute little girl shouts that I not will die then I will not die

Oh I'lll dress like a girl than for you ;D YOU WONT DIE! KEEP MOVING !

uhm tjan if you dress your self like an girl than i will get sick

uhm tjan if you dress your self like an girl than i will get sick

you should not do that. don't call one another disaster upon you..

liliputians, children, ( bruggers ) whatever..